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I honestly think I miss the subtlety to see the difference.
Besides, there's no blood, or death in it.........How could I tell ?....
For all I know Your niece could have been 50 YO.
Well, I'm sorry...........
We will never see eye to eye, on art...I'm sorry to say.
I have my exhibition in two weeks, working my ass of as a bouncer....
Sold halve of it already, and have six commissions, 200 Euro each.
With that come 15 tattoo designs, to be made. Also 200 Euro each.
I don't even like the biker scene..........lol. no really, I don't.
I don't like people in general, I've seen enough......
Which I will finish in a month. Between drinking, of coarse....
I'm sad to say, that I see it more as craftsmanship than art.
I know that's sad to You, and I would probably draw different things,
if I didn't need the money. But remember, I did not fave Your work for nothing.
I never lie about what I like. But sometimes, I think You make it to easy on Yourself.
Just being honest....
What excuses should I use this time ? There are none.....
I'm a rude person by nature. A total dick.
this is my first of three exhibitions, this year.
I will have an exhibition, the 15Th, In the shittiest place imaginable.
With lots of drinks, and food......I'll have to give a speech.
So I will play the eccentric lunatic I created......A non existing personality.
Yet, I still worry...... I sold most of the exposed already. I should be glad.
I'm considered a genius, which is absolute bullshit.
Do my drawings say what I mean, do people understand it.....?
Most were not exposed on DA.
I know You understand it, But do the simpletons too ?
before money, or anything, I'd like to be understood....
First and most. But that seems a very remote possibility..lol...
I didn't reach the people I wanted to reach.
Poor people don't give a fuck about art. That's why I started writing too.
I'm getting the money......because of a debate I had in the national newspaper.
That just plain, sucks.....Am I seeing this wrong ?
I just can't feel happy. I want my friends and my wife back. That's all I want.
No, he doesn't have a name yet,....I call him Noddy...
He looks like the singer of Slade, a seventies band.
if people want to give him a name, that will be fine....
But he is the most angry pirate ever....warn the children.....
I was amazed, how children can turn anger, into adventure....
I'm turned into F**king mister pirate. That severely annoys me.
But it was funny too.
I hate children.....They remind me, of, me..........
I think I will have to learn to live with that.............
I can not stand any child to be hurt,.
let's hope they will not meet my fate....
Have Slade, 1971.......... [link]
It's always nice, and a relieve to speak to You.
And I wish You strength, raising those little bastards....
take care
amalia